The following is an entry from my journal on a buzzed occasion in Ibiza. The next morning when I read it I actually liked it a lot and thought I should share it. It’s how I feel about things in my life at the moment. I rewrote it like I wrote in the journal with mistakes and all. You can leave me your thoughts at the end.
Where I was when I wrote this.
“It’s 4:38pm… on a Wednesday in Ibiza.
I’ve been here now a few hours laying out and just watching the ocean & the sun as it dwindles down to set. I’m sitting here with a beer in my hand and thinking about life. My life in fact. I’m on beer #6 so yeah I’m buzzing. Something about being near the ocean alone with beer makes me so happy. I love the ocean. Oh & I love sun sets over the ocean even more. On days like this when I do nothing but admire the ocean or sun is when my mind works overtime. It makes me think about everything. It actually makes me wanna cry. It makes me wonder how I got so lucky. I mean fuck just a few months ago I was in a place I hate & now I’m enjoying life like it’s meant to be enjoyed. I know it wasn’t luck that got me here, but it still may have been. I know my luck ran out when I got my DWI & if it wasn’t for that I know for a fact I wouldn’t be here.
As I sit here I see everyone walking there dog. WTF why do people love dogs? I don’t get it, but anyway… Maybe they are lonely… No that’s not it. I’m lonely and I don’t have a dog… anyway. So I’ve been thinking about my life & well I have no clue what I wanna do with it. I mean seriously I love to travel but I also miss. I miss my family & friends, but know I don’t wanna be there forever. Ugh I have no clue I guess I’ll worry about that when I get home a year form now.
I mean really I’ve seen & learned so much since March 1st and can’t believe half the shit I’ve done. Not just the naughty stuff…lol. I’m horrible that shit makes me laugh, but I mean everything else I have done. I’ve done more amazing things then I think any one person should be allowed in a lifetime. It’s crazy, but I continue anyways cus I can’t get enough. I know I have my moments, but don’t we all? I think I wanna make everyone travel around the world, but when I tell my friends I know they think I’m crazy. I’ve learned more on the road then I ever did in school or college. I’m sure none of this makes since. I think I should stop, but you know… Everyone should love there life & be happy cus that is what matters.”
Me & my thoughts watching the sun set.
Beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
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Thanks Corey!
Can totally see myself writing something like this next year, well except for the dog part. But yeah, I always wonder how I got so lucky and actually almost feel guilty at times. There is something about a sunset that just makes you realize how awesome life is, you know?
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Scott I have no clue why I started talking about dogs… but I did…lol! I hate when I wonder how i got so lucky because we all know it wasn’t luck… we all know we worked hard to make it happen. The thing is when you are in such a peaceful state and enjoying life you start thinking maybe it was luck. Ahh we’ll never know…
Oh & sunsets ahh are the fucking best thing in the world.
You don’t have a dog with you because you couldn’t avoid quarantine 😛
Dogs are great companions lonely or not, great pics I like the tones they set.
You make it sound like you’re in a soft spot in Ibiza and won’t move 😀
Enjoy it while you can 🙂
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Thanks for the comment Shannon… true about the dogs & ahh Ibiza was awesome… had its ups & downs but too expensive I had to move on. I enjoyed the 10 days I spent there.
Love these photos, Jaime. Sums up all that is great about travelling and stopping to enjoy the moment.
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Thanks Julia… it really was nice to take a moment and soak it all it… it’s just awesome. I’m sure you will be having moments like this when you are on the road.
Aww. I just love sunsets. Makes you think about life and the waves in the ocean can be linked to our inner emotions #emokidhereLOL
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Sunsets are the best damn thing in the world… I love them! They really do make you think about life and enjoying the moment and living it to the fullest. I love what you said about waves… maybe that is true.
#itsokaytobeemo
I WANT A DOG!
p.s. I love you.
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YOUR COMMENT MADE ME CRACK UP LAUGHING…
I forgot you wanted a dog. We’ll find you one in India… for sure!!!
P.S. I love ya too!
Jaimito, remember what I told you about “knowing” what you want to do with life? Just take it a day at a time. There is no rush… we are all going to the same place. 🙂 Miss you bud.
Your right Jorge… lol you did tell me that. I guess sometimes I just worry about what will happen after all this, but the truth is no one knows so I should stop worrying. You are right too no rush either… I’ll just enjoy it day by day. I miss ya too.
Deep man. Very cool though. How is the beer by the way?
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Thanks Andrew… the beer is now gone…lol!!!
I love the photos 🙂 (please don’t get tired of me saying that).
It’s not luck…as a friend recently told me, “Willy Wonka didn’t just give you a golden ticket.” But, that doesn’t mean we don’t encounter some luck along the journey.
I read quite a few travel blogs, and you seem to have this sense of excitement and appreciation on a different level than many people. And I love it.
It’s difficult to know what’s next (shoot, I’ve been home 7 months and still don’t know), but it will work itself out when it’s meant to.
*HUG*
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Jaja Heather I will never get tired of it… makes me so excited everytime I read it…lol!!!
Oh man I love that quote… I may use it in the future. It’s so true… we just gotta live life! As for excitement and appreciation… I do have that. I know it was me that brought me here, but it’s just amazing. Some days I just don’t get it… like today walking around in Venice… insane!
I know I don’t wanna go back home that is what scared me… damn you have been home 7 months now? Time flies by so fast… looks like things are now getting better for you so that is good.
I guess in the end I don’t think at any point of our life we know what it is what’s next.
*HUG*
I love your silly (and not so silly) thoughts. Thinking about life is heavy stuff, been doing a lot of it myself lately.
I love sunsets too!
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Thanks ali… yeah thinking about life is hard… don’t know why we do that.
Yeah for sunsets… they are the best!
Nice writeup. Sounds pretty much like things i think to myself after a few beers. Nice pic too 🙂
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Thanks Tobias! Glad I am not alone…lol!
great post man… sometimes i do that too, go somewhere, watch the sunset and think about my life… i do get emotional sometimes though haha… but i agree with what you’ve said, life’s meant to be lived and enjoyed …
ps
san miguel beer is my fave… we do have a low calorie version in the philippines (san miguel light) and another one that has more alcohol content (san miguel strong ice)…
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Thanks Flip it’s nice sometimes to actually take a moment and think about life and what is going on. Even if its after a few beers…lol!
Oh man I am going to love the Philippines then cus I love this beer too. It’s so good.
This would make an excellent chapter title in your memoir…. you are going to write a memoir, right? 🙂
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Wow thank you very much for that comment. I actually would love to write one, but am sure it will be hard to make that happen. One day though… I know it.
I love your deep, crazy ass, drunken posts. Always comes across as so honest and open. We should go for drinks again sometime. Love and hugs from Oz!
Awww thanks so much Joshua!!! Love & hugs from Houston.